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I have no more mood for NaNoWriMo this year.

At first, I'll admit, it was my poor planning. Things kept happening and kept me from writing. But until the last 2 days, I haven't fell so defeated.

Bido has difficulty in peeing again. Seems to me it's exactly 10 days from his operation.

The Vet wants to cut him up to wash his bladder again. As much as I agree to the washing his bladder and removing any stones, I do not wish to cut the poor dog up again!

I mean, when you did it the first time, weren't you supposed to have cleaned it properly already!?

I don't know what to do. I'd like to go to another vet and ask for a second opinion, but I dunno how these vets and their child-like tantrums are these days.

I remember having one vet say something along the lines of: "oh, the other vet fucked up so now you want me to fix it for you?"

Give me a break. I came for a second opinion. Will another operation affect him? Can he sustain another operation? Why do these bladder stones keep coming!?

I feel sorry for the poor dog! TAT