aka. Max (with the vets), Tiny (official paperwork)
Adopted 7-April-2010
Passed 15-October-2025
Age: +/- 17 years
Oh, my dear little Sai Lup. He was suffering already in the recent months. But this episode was what kicked us to take him to the vet. Anyway, the vet said he wasn't really breathing properly, and he would die in a week. We didn't really want to make the call, but in the end, we also didn't want him to suffer.
It just feels like when you make the call, it feels like you've given up on him. And I assure, if he were not suffering and miserable, I'd have asked to cure him of whatever he had.
To be honest, I was kind of expecting that he wouldn't be with us for next year's Christmas. But it seems even this year he couldn't reach it.
I was a little annoyed this morning because he was whining the whole night and I didn't sleep at all (thus I had a bit of a bad temper and may have snapped at some people, because I have effing big migraine going on due to lack of sleep). But once at the vet's and hearing about how serious it was.... You would think I'm old hat by now with all the grief, but it hits just as strong.
Now with only 1 dog left (and 4 cats), home life will be a little easier, I suppose. Feel less guilty about going out at night or traveling. A bit more flexible with scheduling other things. And I feel horrible thinking about how much easier life is going to be, but, in practical terms, it is true.
This time the funerary service place is fully booked, and the soonest open slot for cremation is tomorrow already (then up to 2 weeks they don't have a vacancy), so I just said yeah we'll do it tomorrow.





































































